Sunday, November 13, 2011

I sit on my bed staring at darkness, trying to determine why I cant let it go.

everyone is telling me I must and on paper it is great advice.

but yet I hang on to hope even though there is none.    Am I really in love or just the idea of love.

Ive reach out to be the better person to help in her time of need. Yet no response.

at the end of the night    despite all my success, achievements and everything I have,    all I can think about is her smile, her scent and the conversations we had.         why must love be so forbidding.     to yearn for someone who is not there.    to be unable to see the person in the light   


to be                             unloved.