How come I can't get pass. There is a nagging hole that somehow keeps rearing it's ugly head. I've try to keep busy but I keep having vivid dreams that wakes me. As much I can tell myself I need to let go and move on my subconscious will not let me. And now fate is no longer in my hands.
I shouldnt be feeling this way. My carrer is going sky high, I'm in the process to buy a place and I have friends who cares for me.
I know that I have been way too nice a guy but I cant seem to be switch that part off. Am I over romantacizing thing? Have I develope a martyr complex? Or do I turly still feel the same desire? ''
I wish I had an anwer
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