Today is someone's b day party. Although I was indirectly invited to the same event I decided not to go.
I had an conversation with a mutual friend and uncharacteristicy I felt a lot of Anger
Every time I think I made progress something else creeps back in. This time in just pure anger.
I dont want up hating her and yet I cant forgive her. For all the bullshit, immaturity and flat out lies.
Now my friend said I shouldnt be angry and maybe he's right. She didnt steal from me or hurt me physically
but on a emotional level I just feel SO HURT I know I'm too serious at times but I just feel every time I take 2 steps forward I take a step back
someone once said I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
I wish I can see it was
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